Saturday, November 17, 2007
11/17/2007 11:52:00 PM
today is the most horrible day ever!i wish this day never came at all!thanks for all these new combinations made!i was there at the edge of the cliff now i fell and left hanging at the middlewhy cant u just push me off the mountainand let me drop dead!well done lor! what nice combination u made lor?!now i dont even get to play in main 6walao! all this while training main 6 main 6then now in the end not in main 6 anymore just drop offand now end up sitting on the bench!sorry lor but i dont intend to warm the bench at all!thanks alot lor! right early in the morning tell us this piece of disgusting news!it justs ruin the plans for the whole dayafter he told us that we said lots of crap nothing seems to be going inthen we had to run.wth i cant help but tears start to drop.if i know this was going to happeni never want to wake up this morning.later he talked to the MAIN 6 and the rest did some stupid drillwoah! i feel so outcasted lah!im suppose to be the one sitting there.LAUGHING away loudly lah!wongie came to talk to me.cannot help but just cried right in front of him.omg! my tears were like running water lah!he say so much in the end still reserve what.oh well!anyway after training went to church.had to practice for worship tomorrow.me venus and grace are going to sing!hahah after that went home then later on went to my cousin's house.well i told my parents about it.then they were like asking me to stop,then like so wth lah!i say i want fight then they still say fight for whatrather focus on other things.then in my mind i was thinking please lor!volleyball is my passion lah u think want stop so easy one meh.then come to think of it,who knows maybe afterall i dont have passion for it since i cant even help the team by playing!my parents are not even encouraging me.WELL DONE!it just seems as if nobody cares lah!alright then maybe there's isnt anything much that could be done to the decision made.so i guess there's goes volleyball!CHEERS! (:to fight? or give up?